Back again, or should I be honest and say I'm still here because in reality, I've alway's been here. I was just to scared to commit to starting this blog because of insecurities, weakness, but most of all because I felt like I was in a stormy place- life felt dark and I was too fragile to fight against the storms. That day, you came and took everything of me leaving me with only a shadow of what my life was. It has to be the hardest day that I've ever had to endure. You left me feeling lifeless and lost with no voice and no road to follow. I may never know how or what took me to that place of darkness when everything in my life seemed to be perfect. I still don't understand. Why? You stole everything of me physically and mentally leaving me feeling with no soul and not only you did you steal life from me, but from my loved ones too. You came and flooded our lives with pain and darkness. Whatever you are, you stole four years of our lives but we're still here. I feel stronger and happier than ever to be alive. Yes, because we are still together, stronger and happier than ever to be alive. No, life and my body are still not perfect, and it may never be, but while I'm here, every time I fall, I will always get up to fight because I love life and everything that it has given me.
Note to Self:
